It's Never A Same World

Update!

2009-12-10T11:46:00.001+08:00

BOOOOO!

Pranks

2008-10-29T00:33:00.003+08:00

I am still busy =P

Well here are some video to cheer things up,

Vaginal Fluid lmao...

Suck ma dick... rofl!

Lmao homocide department...!!

Last but not least, for hot girl's shower videos please visit here or here.

Enjoy =P

Long Lost

2008-10-27T19:01:00.002+08:00

Hah, i'm back!
Sorry for the lack of updates recently, people had been asking, sorry guys =\
Will update really soon.
Meanwhile,

Enjoy xD

Bye!

2008-09-24T05:40:00.004+08:00

Alright, the clock is showing 5.40am for now, time to leave home and meet up with my trip members in LCS.

Good Bye everyone, wish anyone that's having their holiday

"HAPPY HOLIDAYS"

I'm off, see ya guys in 2 weeks time =)

<3

JB and Penang,

Here I Come~~!!!

Addicted

2008-09-24T04:26:00.007+08:00

*The poser, again lmao*

*Vienna the fake noob*

(Tell me you are a noob yada yada, yes i so believeeeee you =P)

*Fcuking pro that likes to call me noob*

*Poser number 2* lmao...

We are seriously not addicted to pool!

It's just that we are bored D: ( Lol yea and i know you will believe that xP)

Went pool again with Emilee, Vienna and Pek again tonight after our short visit to INTI college's mooncake festival event. Had dinner together, ~~talk cock~~ chit-chat, jokes telling and end out night at Asia Cafe's pool =)

Vienna, you are really the "Queen of expressions" Why? See this =P

Hahahahahaha i still can't stop laughing at that chubby face eh? =P

Lalalala~ continue later =)

Strolling-1

2008-09-24T03:47:00.001+08:00

When i was blog-surfing.. I saw this.. LMAO

Credits to Feli's blog.

My Lasiodora Parahybana!

2008-09-24T02:27:00.003+08:00

And yes, i got it at last, although i know this is yet another long delayed post :P

Sorry la, i like to really see if it survives my ~~torture~~ love and care then only will i show it to everyone :P

So, here it is, my first Lasiodora Parahybana =)

Cute pet eh? =P

My friend actually suggested i could nuke the spider, then let it bit me.

Tada! I shall be spiderman lmao..!

So anyone that have those marvel comic dreams do remember to give me a call kays? =P

Gonna be having a blog-post marathon tonight, since it would be the last few hours before i officially goes MIA to my holiday trips =D!

To Be Continued....

Things We Did.

2008-09-21T00:07:00.004+08:00

Yes! At last the exams are over. And now, say horray to our 2 weeks holidays :)

Pool Night with Pek, Doreen and Emilee. Yeasun joined us on the 2nd night but so sorry i didn't took any pics on the 2nd night x)

*Pek the Master*

*Doreen trying to scramble a shot*

*Emilee, the female pro :P*

*The noob Poser haha!*

Watched "Sweet Rain" or rather known as "Accuracy of Death" in Malaysia. Hmms, i find it really romantic and emo. Argh, too many things happened and i just can't write them all down 1 by 1.

Till then, take care :)

Exam Fever?

2008-09-18T02:43:00.004+08:00

Yea, practically after tomorrow we will be considered "Merdeka" for 2 short weeks =x

And instead of trying to try our best for our last day papers. These are what we did.

Afternoon - Sit in Mentari's 24-hour MacDonald and ~~chit-chat~~ study.

Evening - Went Sunway Pyramid, paid RM3 for the parking just to go toilet. (what the heaven)

Night - Went Midvalley Megamall, had dinner and had ~~cam-whore-ing session~~ discussion.

After that, spent our night at arcade till 12am.

Exam stress? Where are they? lmao.

Btw, did i mention? This would be the first time i expose my super duper short hair in blog =x

*Pek needs attention*

*and now me*

*Yeasun with the retard*

*He trys to snatch my limelight*

*I took it back lols!*

Yawns.. I guess im not gonna study right now. Time to sleep.. Nights! :P

Mug!

2008-09-12T18:41:00.003+08:00

The muggin craze officially starts tonight!

To all my fellow course mates, regardless you are my junior/classmates/seniors.

All The Best!! Never Say Give Up!! ~~Except me~~

Start the ball rolling.

Hugs and mugs....

Distractions

2008-09-12T02:15:00.001+08:00

Final exams will be starting next monday,

Screw it, i'm still all blur on my studies.

Had a tv as a gift from my aunt today,

and i place it in my room,

facing my comfy bed.

Yeah! Distractions are so cool! x)

So, i really didn't did much today.

Went for a hair-cut, which was a really "short" one.

Wait till i post the pics and show u my cactus-hairstyle lols!

Alrite, gotta leave the pc alone.

Time to go back to bedroom and ~~watch tv~~ mug!

Yays!!

x)

Time Machine

2008-09-11T01:24:00.003+08:00

I owe someone on 14th of August. I pay it today x)

Cheers!

Oh my dear

2008-09-10T23:14:00.004+08:00

Finally, i posted this long long kept draft. Was wanting to post it ever since i bought my new watch, and baby im so sorry i just can't manage to squeeze out time to edit the photo and post it.

So finally, here it is =)

Skipped class today thanks to some really noob reason =P Meanwhile, working out on solutions to my holidays plan. Cool huh, assessments are around the corner and i'm already in my holiday dream =P
Making a Facebook account too, im really really new to it, felt so noob =x

Till then, laters!

As it happens

2008-09-07T03:15:00.003+08:00

Left home at 8am in the morning today and had a whole tiring day out till 2am. Hotel interview went well although it rained and i almost starve to death lols. Church service was totally AMAZING =)

Went and watched "Money Not Enough" with the whole big group of church members after service. Fun times =) Argh i look so awkward in the pics with formal wear. Sigh, this is what you get when you need to wear formal for assignments on Saturdays =(

Really sleepy and exhausted,
Nights <3!!

Mooncakes

2008-09-06T02:43:00.003+08:00

Everybody is craving for mooncakes nowadays, especially chelle :P She's been shouting on her msn pm she is CRAVING for mooncakes with yolks x)

So chelle, as i promised.. xP These are some little temptations!

*I only like the yolks :P*

*yummies*

*jelly mooncake x)*

- Screwed my French presentation today, but oh well glad it's over.
- Had lunch with Adrian, Michelle and Woei today =)
- My contact lenses order is stepping into it's 4th pending week, if they don't call me by tomorrow, i'll just call them then z!
- Having outing tomorrow where we would be going to Renaissance KL to interview all the FnB outlets there.
- 1st Church service tomorrow after like a decade of absentees.

x) Nights!

BORING

2008-09-04T04:10:00.002+08:00

This is what happens when students gets REALLY bored in class...

*Yerr.. this is so ~~true~~ bad*

*And yes, Mr.Kwong is darn sexy! x)*

*aww, just can't stop loving ~~vandalism~~ graffiti eh?*

Crap assignments, they are ruining our life. Hah.. Guess many will agree with me :P

Tatas! =)

Merdeka!

2008-09-02T23:04:00.004+08:00

Went out and had steamboat with them again on Merdeka day =)

Josh, you r an ass admit it x) Bless you~ ahhaha..

Good times =) Although im so sorry i didn't have the mood and appetite that night.

*Foods always looks nice*

*You are always the best joker around*

*crap =.="*

*Ray, that smile looks damn ~~ugly!!~~ fake~!*

*Mic and Ang, lovely as usual =)*

Sometimes i just can't hide my admiration on how lovely they both are =)
Mic.. My bestie during secondary..
Got together with her current bf around the same time i got attached with my ex.
They lasted till now.. Me? Hahs.. I must be a jerk to laugh at myself =)

Meanwhile, nights =)

What Moo Shi Jue Means

2008-09-01T02:40:00.004+08:00

What Moo Shi Jue Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

Tried this on blogthings. And thats the result i got.
WTF? Isn't it abit too ~~frank~~ fake? =.=

Merdeka

2008-08-31T01:52:00.004+08:00

Went out with Michelle Soh, Adric, Joshua, Raymond and Darryl today. They are my secondary-friends and it's like 1 year since i meet or spoken to anyone of them except Michelle.

At first we was planning to watch "Money Not Enough" at Sunway Pyramid but by the time we reached there the tickets were already sold out :( So we decided to just have out dinner at Gasoline.

Fun times and lotsa chit-chat over there. And of course can't miss out of Joshua's usual bull-shyts where his idea of marrying a mix-mat-salleh wife to "produce" very "pretty and handsome" kids. Duh -_-"

*Mic and Ang*

*Mic and Idiot*

*Fcuk you Josh for trying to kiss me!* =\

*Yea, we are shy. YEAH*

*If the angle was good, he is suppose to look as if he's gonna jab Ray's dick*

Guys, please do not eat at Sunway's Gasoline. First, their service sucks. It took them so long to come and take our order and still they got our orders wrong. Second, i was the first to order my spaghetti and i got it like 45 minutes later. And the spaghetti looks awfully pathetic. So, if you guys really wanna dine, get some better places rather than this. =\

*Yeh, this never ever looks good*

Went for mamak after that, where we spend out time bull-shyting till 12am. =)

Merdeka, merdeka! Happy 51st birthday Malaysia. And bless the traffic jams everywhere. x)

<3 <3 Nights

I Love Law

2008-08-25T21:34:00.002+08:00

Well, people from my class knows me.

I Love Law. I would really pay 101% of attention during law class and really crack my head to get myself to understand it. =)

But still, i always personally think that law doesn't serve justice at a 100% scale.

Try this,

Tell me what you think :)

YouTubes

2008-08-25T04:44:00.002+08:00

And yes, lets have some youtube spamming! =P

And yea, i still love maple story :P
Sorry, i'm just bored.

Good nights!

Rocker's Night

2008-08-24T03:04:00.007+08:00

23rd of August, 7-11pm.

Venue : Taylors TCHT
DH26 Group 3 Food Promotion
Theme : ROCKER'S NIGHT

Although there were dissatisfactions and arguments. But i guess, all those problems are well answered with those smiling faces. And with that, a wonderful page of memory is therefore implanted into me. A moment of experience and happiness to treasure =]

<3 Good nights~ will definitely upload more pics when i'm in mood =P

Good bye food promo! Welcome, assessments and assignments deadlines D: D:

Randomness

2008-08-17T20:57:00.006+08:00

Urgh! Having French Assessment tomorrow and tell me why i just don't have the mood to study? :(

Went and got some notes from Ellyn just now. Trying so hard to study =\

9pm right now, and all i did was sitting in front of my pc.
10% reading, 90% chatting.. *sweats*

Gotta mention this girl, Caryne!
Zzz, i wonder what's wrong with her today but she just can't stop asking who i like.
First she went to my Friendster and shoot at any clue she can get from there.
Then my blog, counting names that i've mentioned in it, duh..
And now, on msn =="

So now Caryne, you had 1 full post for yourself! Happy? D:
Stop bullying me in msn! *cry*

Boring =\

2008-08-17T01:54:00.004+08:00

Boring! Duh..
Spent my whole Saturday sitting at home.
Man, i really need to go out and catch some sunlight =\

Played this boring test,

72 words

Urgh, blog again later.. ciaoz!

Every Dark Cloud Has a Silver Lining

2008-08-15T00:03:00.003+08:00

My day is all fucked up,

first i missed my alarm,

then my assesment,

then my meeting...

I urgently need to get a new phone!

Sigh..

But thankful, someone told me this :

Every Dark Cloud Has a Silver Lining

Thats life i guess, it sucks but there would still be things to treasure from everyday.

Hopes for a better tomorrow.

Laters!

As People Gets Older :)

2008-08-14T02:06:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Emilee!
Wishing you a very happy day! :)

Can't wait to blog bout all the fun i had today having dinner with all the guys :)
Meanwhile, study study study! English assesment tomorrow! D:
Good nights everyone! <3

Hate It!

2008-08-13T04:58:00.004+08:00

You will hate it

When you realize

There is just too much thoughts and ideas

Bouncing in your brain

And you just can't fall asleep! Trust me, you will! D:

***Pictures from today's Sri-Hartamas Campus opening***

*sorry i was bored =S*

*they just can't stop snapping...*

*till i ask them to talk to my finger lmao*

- Does appearance really matters that much?
- Why does people with high ego never ever likes to see people like me doing things like this?
- And why does different people reacts differently towards metro/homo-sexual?

Come on, i ain't gay, I'm just curious. Those who find it annoying just ain't in a league of my types. GTFO and have a nice day :)

LCS Parking Floor Disaster

2008-08-13T01:29:00.005+08:00

Only a few words could describe my day,

- Tired, Fucked Up, Disastrous.

Went to College at 6.30am for the gathering to board the bus to the new Sri-hartamas Taylors College Campus opening ceremony. It was my first time leaving home so early in the morning and thus i wasn't expecting any traffic, but it seem i was wrong :(
The traffic really slowed me down a lot, and by reaching Ridzuan and picking up Emilee, she told me that everyone was already waiting on the bus! Rush time! Drove mad-style towards college and just as we reached there, the bus left. *sweat!* Well thinking it wasn't that bad considering i could drive there myself and i'm not the only driving student that was "driving there by self" i just ease myself towards Sri-hartamas campus.

The new campus didn't really amaze me in-terms of facilities and design, but as always, i'm still blindly jealous, why do they have a better computer room :( Service was fine, bla bla bla.. I guess i will just skip all the boring part as i was almost totally bored to death from 8am to 2pm throughout the whole event.

Here comes the main story! Lol! LCS Parking Floor Disaster!
2.30pm, we got back to college to unload all the loaned cutleries and crockeries from the restaurant. Just when everything was almost done, we got a shocking public reaction outside the restaurant with people claiming that the building is on fire! =S
I was like "Oh isit? That should be interesting and fun!" :D After 1 whole boring morning i thought i was really gonna see something interesting. But, i was stunned when what i heard was, it was the parking floor that was on fire, and it was P3B area, which is where i parked my car! O_O
Mood swings! Tried to calm myself down by thinking "Oh well how bad could a small fire be?!" But then i saw really really thick smokes coming out through the building's parking lot ventilator. Zz omg omg, i quickly ran down with Emily and Emilee through the emergency stairways and as we approached lower ground 2 we could barely take that awful burnt plastic material smell. Both the girls went to the P2B parking floor to check their cars and apparently the fire wasn't from there. I went further down, P3B. Holy shit, it was pitch black dark there. And not only the smoke was killing my nose, it hurts my eye badly as well! The fire was bad, really bad :( 2 fireman approached me and demanded me to immediately go back upstairs, all of them with breathing masks on, only me with my tissue paper covered mouth =S

3 hours. That was how long it took us to wait in anxiety at the mamak. Waiting for a response or an answer from the securities. When i was lingering around, bumped into Caryne which so "lucky" parked her car at P3B too ahhaha. We both were like "omgawd omgawd why la today so sueh" Haizz.. 3 hours of long waiting, and i guess the best part was when the securities announce the car plate numbers of the cars damaged and involved. Me and Caryne was like listening to some live "gamble" show but hoping we are not the winners LOL.

God bless, in the end both our cars wasn't involved. Things cleared up and we were allowed to go back downstairs to get our car. It was all still dark when we went down, and our feet were soaking in water due to the rescue mission. But still, i'm pretty much glad none of my friends suffered any physical damage from the accident. Except the psychological damage that Caryne suffered lmao.

Here is the picture that i took from the burnt scene. It was very dark and without sufficient lightings, i have to apologize that the picture looks very blur.

*it looks much worse than the picture portrays*

Alrite, i guess I'm done. Au revoir!

Mise En Place

2008-08-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

Speaking bout Mise En Place.. It was just over today for Seri-Hartamas's new campus..

But for me, it would be just a start.

A mise en place of a new me, a new life, and of course new heights.

Praise Lord i got my internet, FINALLY.

Hoping tomorrow would be a fine day.

Nights! <3

Better Off Alone

2008-06-24T23:51:00.002+08:00

I was naive not to let you go when the time was right

I was a fool living in a dream that I thought could last

But I know that you will try to prove me wrong

But it's what I've got to do

I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say

I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way

I think you've forgotten, all of your plans

See you never meant to be here

And I think you should know

You're better off alone

And it's clear to me that everything has changed

Cause nothing that we do feels the same any more

And I'll admit, I'll take the blame

Maybe we just moved too fast

And how could expect something like this to last

And I know that you will try and prove me wrong

But it's what I gotta do

I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say

I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way

I think you've forgotten all of your plans

See you never meant to be here and I think you should know

You're better off alone

You and I, we were standing watching us fall apart

So let me go and move along

I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say

I'm really just a loser who's getting in your way

I think you've forgotten all of your plans

See I never meant to be here and I think you should know

You're better off alone

Alone alone alone alone alone

Alone alone alone alone alone

Alone alone alone alone alone

Oh, you're better off alone

I think you're mistaken, I'm sorry to say

I'm really just a loser, you're better off alone

Better off alone

Bit by Bit...

2007-11-02T01:25:00.000+08:00

You have always told me,

that I am Your only one..

Assuring me,

How beautiful everything can be.

At times i asked myself,

"What am I to You?"

SmS, Friendster, Msn ...

What else could had come before Me?

I guess You know the answer.

I had stop telling things to my close friends.

I have manage to just be so dependent to myself only.

And from time to time,

manage to make myself not sensitive to everything.

Yet sometimes,

I just can't pretend to get over with SOME things.

So many things at work i wish to share.

So many issues in my daily routine i need to spill.

But i guess,

You might be more interested in things from your friends.

Silly Me,

Hoping you would notice.

By time realizing,

I'm such a LOSER to myself.

I guess,

I need a change.

Halloween?

2007-10-30T00:58:00.002+08:00

- After 19 years living on earth, i had my first halloween with TGI Fridays crews..
- Sort of fun, but i wasn't really in mood for it as i was on tight budget for the costume =x
- I love the guests i served that day, they were awsome.
- These were some pictures i found in my fon. All were taken during the preparation, i didn't took any on halloween day, was too busy for it =.="

*Our manager.. swt!*

*Pirate and witch??*

*erm, back to 70's?*

*I didn't know Marvel comics was part of halloween*

*what now? zorro?*

*preparing... painting...*

*our little artist in da house, Farah*

*Well trust me, he ain't a DJ*

*half pig ribs?? opps, i mean half ribs*

*zzz... loga again..*

- Conclusion of story, i do like TGI Fridays alot.
- Good night! gotta sleep...

*lights off*

My Maple Story's Story

2007-10-21T22:27:00.001+08:00

.. a picture speaks a thousand words ..

- use to be a maple-lifeless-freak, quitted now yet somehow i miss those times.
- a game that requires big spending, yet gave me big lessons.
- All my lovely friends in maple.. I always treasure you guys.. =)

... RaNd0m ...

2007-10-19T01:58:00.002+08:00

- 3 friends, same type of earphone, different color.
- 3 friends, on the same course, yet their future differs.
- Whenever there are similarities, there will be differences..

... Somehow, i just miss my friends, my days ...

Rainy Days

2007-10-17T00:47:00.001+08:00

- It has been bloody raining so heavily for d past 3 days.
- I nvr fail to return home wet.
- GDI, i need a big umbrella.
- God, pls dun let it rain? *winks*

Starting back up..

2007-10-17T00:29:00.001+08:00

After so long..

I feel like starting up..

How to??

Hmm...

Current Status : taken Sayang i love you! =)
Current Mood : swing Just like my working shift tomorrow.
Current having my 3rd week training at TGI Subang Parade. Half enjoy half suffering..

Hmm.. will try to blog more when my stupid fon can connect to the computer.. ciao!

Thorn apart

2007-08-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

sorry that im a little speechless recently.. i just don't noe wat to blog rite now.. mebbe i will quit bloggin.. or maybe the next post might be a super-long one.. but for now.. Sory..

I started to realize.. The truth HURTS.

puppies again..

2007-08-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

- these are the new batch of puppies that Chelsea gav birth to AGAIN.
- they look extremely cute TOO, and this time, none died =D
- but too bad.. mom is giving all of it away today..
- bye bye doggies.. will miss and love ya all =(
stay healthy and cute always kies?

Random post..

2007-08-01T04:38:00.000+08:00

Sitting up so early in da morning.. realising i can't fall asleep.. i seriously can't..

Thoughts playing in my mind, thinking of things that i never wanted to face, never wanted to happen, never wish it existed..

I seriously dunno wat could i do now other than looking at you sayang.. looking at u asleep.. i just hope time freeze here forever..

I dun wan anymore future if i could just freeze this moment, feelings, sweetness and you beside me forever.. sigh.. i guess i had fell too deep for you till i've lost trail of my thinking..

Sayang...
I LOVE You..

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

The Day My Bestie stabbed me.. =x

2007-07-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

well, feli stabbed me.. ROAR!! thx for the stab..

INSTRUCTION :
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.

Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

1) I miss somebody right now. ( sayang i'm missing you badly.. )
2) I do not watch tv these days. (yea, how could i while the tv boomed..?)
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana.
6) I have been in a threesome.
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse. (heh! proud to admit!)
10) I am totally smart.
11) I’ve broken someone’s bones.
12) I am paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
14) I need money right now. ( money always dun seems enuf =x)
15) I love sushi.
16) I talk really, really fast.
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
21) I couldnt survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic.
24) I have a lot of mood swings.
25) I have a hidden talent.
26) I am always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends.
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone. ( i hope i could.. but i don't)
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop. (well.. i LOVE to shop.. n i wish i COULD always LOVE it.. =x)
32) Enjoy window shopping.
33) I would rather shop than eat.
34) I dont hate anyone. (who don't? register themself in the hall of holy pls.. =x)
35) I am a pretty good dancer.
36) I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I have rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I have called the cops on a friend before.
46) I am not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I am shy around members with the opposite sexs.
49) I have made a move on a friends, significant other or crush in the past. ( sayang i lurve you )
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park movie.
52) I would die for my best friend. ( i will rather die for sayang =x )
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
58) I am happy at this moment!
59) I âm obsessed with girls/guys.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.
62) I am comfortable with who I am right now.
63) I have more than just my ears pierced.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68) Plan on achieving a major goaldream.
69) I am proficient in a musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses. (only from sayang)
76) I fall for the worst people.
77) I adore bright colours.
78) I cant live without black eyeliner.
79) I dont know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse.
85) I still have every journal I've written in.
86) I can stick to a diet.
87) I talk in my sleep.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I am an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex. ( steven, love you la.. lalala~ wahaha)
100) I love being happy. ( who don't just deserves to die )

Now i wanna stab:
Kairi aka Yanni!
Kirks
Hui-Ling my good GA
Shen! (go create a blog pls)

Something Different..

2007-07-19T07:00:00.000+08:00

What if 1 day, after 2 years of waking up and struggling hard to continue my boring lifestyle, something changed.. i've never dream of this day coming, yet it arrived..

Can't be denied, i had fell for you sayang.. a feeling that i cant explain yet could deeply felt it's existence..

Waking up early in the morning and missing you just makes me had the energy to go through every tough day.. =)

Just to let you noe...

Sayang, i miss you.. =)

Starting up the engine..

2007-07-15T15:07:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!! BORING SUNDAY!!

ugh.. after 3 months of absentee in blogging.. i seriously hav no idea wadda blog now..

nvm.. chill.. will hav things to blog bout soon.. haiz..

My life?

2007-05-06T02:12:00.000+08:00

at last, i left a post here.. many ppl asked..
- why so long nvr update post?
- mou, why abandon ur blog?
- mao.. pls update blog...
- zzz zzz...

All kinds of response i get from my friends bout my absentee from bloggin for 1 month.. haiz..

To all those that have visited my blog in april.. i'm.. very sorry.. sorry tat i've dissapointed all of you... haizz.. too many things happened in that eventfull month, will talk bout it slowly...

Well.. i'm having my training now at Renaissance KL.. hmm.. is it good? i dunno.. tell me is it good if i have to work while everyone enjoy their 2 days holiday.. well, at least those who are working gets double or triple pay.. me? ntg... i get ntg while i have to pay for my own expenses for the train on the other side.. zzz..

Experience wise, not bad =X

forgiv me, i really dunno wat else to blog.. mentally and physically tired due to my hectic training.. haizz.. will be blogging again, dun worry =x

chaoz..

Gruesome 3 days

2007-03-24T02:01:00.000+08:00

Thank god it's over.. felt so relief.. i really dunno what to include in my blog... let the pictures do the talking.. our days... =/

*this is how we study last minute.. haha.. cool hor*

*pile of notes hahaha*

*steven's blur look after teaching everyone*

Special thanks to Steven, he spent his whole study night to help us ( which are around 10 of us)
out with our maths and accounting's.. Steven, thanks alot.. although i still have a good feeling i will fail my 2nd paper but if without ur help, i will fail even badly, thanks for everything...

FCUK

2007-03-22T17:08:00.000+08:00

This is a post of fcuk.. basicly of course.. just to say fcuk bout everything that happened...

FCUK YOU :

1.) Fcuk You Taylor's School of Tourism and Hospitality! Fcuk you damn 9 knn mch for cramping up 11 fcuking subject into a rojak-style 3 paper. For all the pain and pleasure all you fcuking bastard has caused to us, we show u our deepest appreciation -- FCUK YOU! *middle finger*

2.) Fcuk You TM-Streamyx! Fcuk your ccb diu gau lei lou hai for requesting a RM99 per month yet provide us some kinda 256kbps network speed. Fcuk 9 you Malay pigs, charcoal Indians and knn Chinese that work in that fcukin company that always fail to deliver watz promised. I curse 9 1 day all Streamyx office burn down and you all pok gai!! @%$!!#

3.) Fcuk gau my bloody pc!! Fcuk 9 you for hanging everytime while i am either gaming, blogging or watching movie! CCB! When i get my new pc i'm sure gonna smash 9 you! FCUK!!

4.) Last but not least. Fcuk you again Taylor's!! All thanks to you tonite a bunch of freaks are gonna study through the whole night to cope 7 subjects yet pathetically sit for 1 paper onli tomorrow! FCUK 9 U!! Go get a pole and shove yourself!! diu nia seng!! GRRR %#@$%

*__that's all__*

p/s : Dun ever come to me saying "mou you are rude, mou you are this and that" I dun giv a DAMN now! GRRR.. maybe this is just me, or maybe just me today... After 2 days of gruesome Fcukin-Taylor's final exam, maybe that's what it's done to me.

*__END__*

First Year End Final Exams

2007-03-21T20:33:00.000+08:00

urgh.. the title tells it all... i have no mood to blog anything bout it now nor anything else.. hafta mug.. mug mug mug~

*_wish me luck, i do need those_*

Stomp The Yard

2007-03-19T23:27:00.000+08:00

Gotta watch this HOT HOT HOT movie...

Ladies and gentlemen...

STOMP THE YARD

Hmm.. The poster don't look anywhere close to attractive huh?! Check out the trailer then..

I am 100% in it to go for this movie after i finish my exams this Friday.. Anyone else wanna join?? Please =/ i dun wanna go for movies alone again =.=

dunno-how-to-say

2007-03-19T15:42:00.000+08:00

Woke up 9.30am in da morning just to check this...

*the picture says it all~ i'm so happy ^^*

Insomnia

2007-03-19T06:32:00.000+08:00

6.30am in da morning yet i haven't sleep..
3~4 more hours till i know the results for my industrial training interview.. Will i be confirmed or rejected?? ~.~ I just can't imagine... If i fail, then bye bye to my holidays and maple coz I'll be busy for interviews during the holidays... :(

*Me and Feli's fingers crossed.. she even cross her toes =.=*

Special thanks to In Shuang for helping me buying this nice new mouse.. :) now every click is precise and comfortable compare to the old-stupid-unprecise mouse... lolz...

*TQ, In Shuang*

Okayz.. now i'm gonna talk bout something bad.. it may be sarcastic but pls dun blame me.... it's juz bump into me out of nowhere when i was chatting juz now..
This friend of mine, i'll just name him W... W's friend wanted to go for a girl in his school and seeks W's help.. and wtf.. W added me into their conversation to asked for my "pro" opinion.. Hey.. i'm not even good at this.. And watz worst? That W's friend is onli 14 years old!! My goodness.. What kinda disease had gotten into young teens nowadays? Is it really that that important to get a gf or wat? And please... Dun come to me anymore for wadeva "tricks and ways" to chase a girl plz, i totally suk at it and i've never tried b4.. zzz
TQ ber-ribu-thousand times, i'll really appreciate it.. And Jaren.. thx for the "valuable" opinions on "Love".. hohoho... *winks*

*duh... don't they have better things to do...*

Urgh!!... hope tat i pass the interview >"< the clock is tickling down..

*_nights_*
__*woops, or shud i say "morning"?!*__

Boring day

2007-03-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

Basicly i dun even noe why am i awake for today.. slack around? study? duh.. no idea.. Final exams is 3 days from now and i still have nil idea what had i prepared.. =/

Tried to study oneo today but ended up falling asleep till 8pm =_= now? sitting around wanting to blog but dun really have any idea what to blog.. sien.. Is that really a word for Sundays?? Argh~~ I WANNA CHAT >"< wanted to find somebody to chat with but those on my "frequent chat list" are so so limited :(

These are practically what i did for the whole day.. Some lame chatting around with lame peeps and slacking on my bed with my oneo notes..

lol... part of the convo where Ms.B wanna noe bout how to find songs and post it on her blog..

*who else wanna join?? =)*

And... this is what i found with my friend's nick on msn when i am just too bored with ntg to do...

*lol.. dude.. use ur hands!! @@" wakakaka~*

Stupid Biek

2007-03-18T05:12:00.000+08:00

This shows how i seriously don't pay attention to her blog's details.. But i am grateful i do now... I SAW IT.. wtf.. i dun really noe how long has it been there but now i SAW it..

WTF!!! Call me that name!!! fcuk, shit, diu, diao, knn, mch, nia seng, nia ma, *toot*, *toooooot*!!!
Zzzz.. nvm.. mebbe i shall change ur name that's on miee blog to that "name" that i like to call you ya?! Ngiak ngiak ngiak~ ;)

How?? Tell me, shud i?! WAKAKA

Friendster

2007-03-18T04:14:00.000+08:00

Long time since i blogged.. never had the mood to do that.. didn't even checked my friendster ( like many youngsters out there do everyday) for almost a week... yea, glad to announce i'm back :) found my mood to blog again (X

Login to Friendster moments ago and... WTF.. They change the skin again.. wtf is this?! i dun even like the way it's presented to me... and guess wat, when i click on the bulletin box it pissed me even more.. I'll just let the pictures do the talking..

this is shit... totally shit.. and guess what.. those spamming aren't short..

7 pages!!! Sorry but i have to say this.. THIS IS FCUKIN SHIT! wat the fcuk is these?! Tell me why do we have friendsters if we are just to ask our old friends to add up our new acc! shit! duh!!
And lol.. i got something to share with you guys here.. Introducing~~~~ TA DA~~ the DIGI-MAN (Yellow C Fellow)

My goodness.. now even digi have a friendster profile.. what's so popular about this friendster huh?? I've been a hardcore digi-fan since i had my first phone 5 years ago but frankly i feel this is lame la.. craps.. i dun even like that yellow thingy.. And guess what, Feli HATES it lol.. i remembered showing her this page and she went "Fcuk!! Fcuk!! Wat the *tooot*" (X

Haiz.. life is getting too realistic.. peeps are using every way they can to promote themselves... mebbe 1 day i will do that too?! lol you'll never noe.. X) Digi have one now.. i wonder when will celcom and Maxis come out with one too =.=||

Me : WUAKAKA!!
Feli : *tooot* *toot* *tooooooooooot*

X) ~

All da best~

2007-03-12T03:09:00.000+08:00

To:

Bou, Shen and whoever that are gonna take their spm results tomorrow, wish you all

BUELII BUELII GUD LUCK~~

p/s : remember to tell mr.kepoh(me) how was it okay.. i bueli kepoh and if you don't tell me.. i'll still ask you XD

Tagged.... AGAIN

2007-03-12T00:32:00.000+08:00

Hoi... i am away for 2 days only and i got tagged... AGAIN!!!

and the worst is... the same lame peeps tag me =.= knn~~ ZZZzz
Well nvm.. i hasn't been updating my bloggie recently.. so now i can update it XD

Why do i blog :

- Because everybody blogs.. how? cannot? call police catch me? i so sked ~.~
- Got blog means cool, yau yeng... girls like, boys like.. and most importantly gays like too! hua hua hua~~
- Blog is where i scold all the things i dun dare to scold in real life. how? complaining? test me =P
Example : Ms.)-(3M4!!!! you |3I+cH!!! your class is fuking boring!! WTF IS WITH YOUR TEACHING?? Middle fingers to you!! XD

Muahaha.. pure crapz, just ignore it... XD

Ngekhehehe.. now my turn to tag peeps.. i will aim :

BaoBao
Yanni
Alvin ( I hope you DO read this )

-_*peace*_-

Way Back Into Love

2007-03-07T16:45:00.000+08:00

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Poor teddy

2007-02-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

Suddenly felt like posting this to share with ppl out there..

Once upon a time, long long ago, far far away at a place called TCHT.. There is this teddy that has been used as our restaurant dining table's centrepiece..

I'll let the pictures do the talking...

At first, it still looks so cute and decent...
*during lunchtime*

then... after lunch.. things starts to change...

*lol... i did this :P*

After that.. in the class.....

yea.. he wear the teddy's shirt upside down and even inserted a ribena mobile pack to it's butt area.. LOL...

THE WORST CAME....

wulala, apa nie?? blackmail?! kidnap?! errr wait... where is the bear's paw tied to?? O.o""

To dear teddy : I wonder if you are still in one piece now lol... whatever, i still wish you good luck XD

DUH....

2007-02-28T07:26:00.000+08:00

wtf.. just realize limpeh kena tagged by dear Ms.B =.=|||

Rule of the game:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. I look angelic and nice, but i am not XD
2. I am a horror + ghost movie freak.. The scarier the better!
3. I brush my tougue b4 i brush my teeth
4. I hav a 19 year-old small pillow where i will hav insomnia without it
5. I love pink color
6. I think that boys sucks sometimes although i'm one of them :P
7. My biological clock needs some tuning... for exp : i am blogging now =.=
8. I am blardy shy when it comes to talking to strangers especially girls
9. I am quite and cool if you don't know me, yet i will be blardy noisy and crazy if you do
10. I love facial treatment XD

wohoho.. okay.. now i wanna tag...

Feli
Yanni
Joan
Alvin
Zhen Yao
Chean

My version of CNY

2007-02-28T02:45:00.000+08:00

It's already the 10th day of CNY now and i am onli starting to at least blog a bit bout it.. why? well, basicly it's because i've been home for the whole week and guess what, my parents just don't get used to seeing me sitting in front of the laptop chatting and online-ing.. sad huh? haiz..

New Year always means ntg much to me.. maybe it's because of my family that really doesn't have that celebration mood every year.. yeah, even my dad and my mom, my bro and my sis could quarrel like crazy on the first day of CNY.. and me? i could just sleep throughtout the whole day and go out wif my friends at night..

Things has always been the same till this year.. I dunno why there's been such change.. maybe it's because my mom is too tired to cook again, or maybe i've not being eaten at home some time and they decided to eat something good at the restaurant, OR MOST PROBABLY my father has been earning some big money for the past year =.=

Yea, we had our reunion dinner at a restaurant this time.. and the "party" is huge.. lotsa relatives that i usually dun even see them throughout the whole CNY came.. hehe and guess what.. there they goes again la with the comments...

A : Hoiyo ah jie ( my name ) You are so skinny now!! what happen to you?! omg look at you.. you went on a strict diet ar?!
B : =.= no la aunty, i just slim down after going KL.. mebbe last time i ate too much at home LOL
C : Wah, ah jie.. Are you Jay chou's fan?!
B : Yea! how u noe??? =.=
C : Orhx.. look at ur hairstyle lo.. my daughther say bulat bulat macam those taiwan singer's hairstyle..
B : O.o"" ya kah.. tell your daughther deng qiu deng qiu la har =.=||||
D : woot! wa! 2 years never see you! So handsome and tall and skinny liao wor!!!
B : (sweat) that means i last time very ugly, fat and short la aunty??? XD

hmm.. guess that was how i had my CNY eve.. kena interview gau gau by those aunties and uncles =.=

THEN, the boring part comes!!! wtf.. can you believe that my dad and my mom just can't get used-to seeing me online and blogging and gaming?! Zzzzz they ban me from using the laptop.. WTF... Ron and Shen's lvl fly from 52 >>> 64 now and i am still tortoise-ing at lvl48 now.. thanks to that whole week of HOLIDAY.. yea.. Looking on the bright side, at least this time my mom never ban me from going out with my friends.. i had my own car to use during the whole period at home and i went out wif my good good pals from secondary and we really had a wonderful time together :D

Well, came back to KL very early compared to others of my course mates.. i came back when it was onli Thursday... my best best pals came from Melaka too to join me :) it was so fun here.. we went shopping.. crazy-ing together.. and guess what, whenever with i'm with those bunch of monkeys, they won't fail to be entertaining =.= They stayed with me, that's in Mentari for 2 days.. and guess what! whenever they wanna bath of change, they will start walking around either without their pants off or without their shirt.. shit weh! bunch of pervert-ish fella.. lucky feli and yong yee wasn't coming back during that period.. if they DO suddenly come back.. wohoho.. mentari is gonna be in chaos.. =.=||

Well.. till now.. CNY has overall-ly been fine for me.. personally, i had lotsa fun.. but i really hope i could have a better time with my family next time.. =/ And a big big big big thank Q to my mom.. this is the first time she gave us "ang pao" for CNY... sounds funny yet true.. my parents never gave me and my siblings ang pao b4 for the past 18 years.. and this is the very first time.. Thanks anyway mom :)

Well, most probably i'll be going back again this weekend to meet up my friends.. hope i'll have a good time then :)

*lol, wearing my blazer without a shirt inside.. wtf.. his armpit smells!*

*see.. i told you! naked ppls! =.=*

*qi.. i WARNED you muahaha~~*

Nostalgia

2007-02-27T04:54:00.000+08:00

i miss those days.. tell me why...

Back in Melaka..

2007-02-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

WA.....!!!! at last i can online!!! WTF....

Sorry i hasn't been blogging since valentines guys.. something farking stupid happen to my Mentari's internet connection... Stupid streamyx, FARK U!!!

Well it was liddat, it has already been 2 months since the stupid stupid stupid FARKING stupid streamyx company send me my monthly streamyx bills.. well, i am a very typical cinapek, since you don't send, i won't take the initiative to go and ask.. (well, asking may result in me needing to pay) And guess what, on the night of 13th Feb.. which was the night before Valentines.. my internet was suddenly down.. zzz.. i didn't know what happen that time because i spent my whole night at CC emo-ing and never went back home till 14th Feb's late night...

I just wanted to stay alone during that period.. i dun wanna be with my friends as they will ask me what plans do i have for my valentines, why don't i get a girlfriend and many other shits.. So, the best i can think of doing is to stay at the CC and spend time wif computers.. but damn it i can't blog there because the CC server seems to block out blog sites.. Sien.. i kinda enjoy mapling actually.. nice game where i meet a lot a lot of nice frenz like Shen, Wen, Albert, Lynn and others..

But hey, reality still strikes back.. i felt lonely that night.. especially when i c everyone's nick on msn goes "HAPPY VALENTINES"... haiz.. i missed her... Well.. yesterday i called Streamyx company and asked them bout my internet connection and this was what i get..

TM : Sir, your account is currently active.. But your internet is temporarily
paused because you have not settled you bill for some time..
ME : Oh yeah?!
but it has been 2 months since i had received any bills from your company.. The
electric bill came on time and so does the water bill, but where is your
company's bill?? And even if you will wanna bar my line.. You should actually
issue-ed a warning letter before doing that..
TM : Errr.. We are very sorry
sir, maybe due to some technical error your bills didn't reached you. But now
what i can suggest for you to do is to go to any nearest TM-point and request
for a copy of your bill and settle it..
ME : (WTF) OKAY... then how bout my
fon bill? you barred my internet line but how come my fon still can be
used??
TM : Really?? it shouldn't be..
ME : Well.. I AM talking to you on
my house fon rite now... =.=
TM : Oh.. guess that's another technical error..

Well WTF.. this is the problem with Malaysian company.. Always using "technical error" as a blardy excuse for whatever shit that happens.. shit you weh TM... if there is another company providing internet access in my area i am sure gonna dump 9 ur service, DIU!!! Besides that, the line always lags.. i'm paying for a 1.0mbps package every month and yet i am ENJOYING 256kbps speed every afternoon.. Whatz wrong wif you guys at TM??!! No brains or you are not using it?! WTF...

Had a lot in mind to blog about recently.. but i guess i will post it later.. saved 1 as draft when i was using Feli's laptop yesterday but didn't post it because i wanted some pics to go with it..

Will blog ASAP... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE GUYS~ chaoz

my boring weekend

2007-02-12T01:05:00.000+08:00

Saturday

I don't think i got anything special to blog bout this day.. Basically, i gamed from Friday's 11pm till Saturday's 6pm... LOL.. crazy hor.. what to do.. staying at home have ntg to do, my farking com can't maple, can't do much things.. So i went to the CC near my place gaming lo.. i guess the leng lui in da CC is gonna noe my name soon as it's already the 2nd week in a row that i've been playing overnight there during weekends @@"

Coming back to my apartment never has been better when it's SOOooo clean! :D Went online and chat wif my hometown friend for awhile then went to sleep around 7.30pm...

Sunday

12.30am in da morning i woke up =.=|| Not sure is it because my room is blardy hot or mebbe my body just feel like waking, i woke up.. Feli was already back and i could loudly hear her on her fon when i came out from my room, those "HA HA HA" of her's =.=||

Felt empty... dunno y... just feel like "hey, my house so tidy d.. wat more can i do har..?" Open our pathetic fridge and found only oranges inside.. =.= so i just cut 2 of those and place it in a bowl in case Feli and Yong Yee may wanna eat later..

Yong yee came back 10 minutes after i finish cutting those oranges, and Feli somehow came out and "found" those done oranges in the fridge..

Feli : Wua... Who so good go cut the the orange har....
Yong Yee : Ya loh... who go cut ar???
Me : Zzzz silly fellar =.= this house onli got 3 ppl, not you (yong yee) nor Feli d still got who?! GHOST AR?! =.=
*laughters*
(Feli took the first piece and went o.O")
Feli : WUA!! even skin is peeled!! Wua mao... so good ar??!!
Me : =.=||| *sweats*
Yong Yee : fuyoh... (eating) wa.. this orange got ah mao's "ai xin".. taste also nicer leh..
Me : !@#$@^$#^%#&!#$$~~~ zzz

After that i just can't remember what i did already.. I only remember that i went to bed by 5am...

Woke up at 1pm+ today where i found out i was actually crying.. tears all over my face and pillow.. shit.. must have been those unhappy dreams again.. maybe i just haven't let everything down... or maybe, valentine's coming...

Well.. practically did nothing through out the whole day.. laze around... read some magazines and online.. Gone very crazy with everybody and something really went funny in the msn convo with Feli when she told me something hahaha..

F : Weh mou.. do you feel hot??
M : errr bit... y?
F : Wua i am VERY HOT leh...
M : o.O""
F : hot la =.=
M : lolz ok.. then in my blog i'm gonna put "FELI IS HOT"
F : ISH.... i mean i very panas that hot la...
M : lol! that was wat i mean wert.. but i put in my blog if other ppl see and think sepet or think too far.. not my fault la tu.. LOLZ
F : BENDA NIE~~~

Hahaha.. that was the example of how i GILER with everybody in msn all night long.. =.=

Sleepy now.. really hav to get some sleep.. 3am d!!! and tomorrow is serving day summor zzz.. With my guest still unconfirmed.. i may FFK the lecturer anytime~ LOLZ..

Found these 2 sampat videos while i was surfing through blogs yesterday... One of it is in hokkien, and WARNING!!

WARNING to all those uncle, auntie, ah pek, ah ma, dai lou and sai mui that will get easily offended by vulgar words!
If you are one of them, DO NOT proceed to watch the video.. I repeat, DO NOT (JANGAN) watch those videos, zzz..

~!!WATCH AT YOUR OWN RISK!!~

*this song almost send me upside-down*

*wtf!! one nice song become liddat.. =.=*

Spring Cleaning!

2007-02-09T21:05:00.000+08:00

Yea yea you never got me wrong, Spring Cleaning!! lolz.. Today when i was sitting in class waiting for opera assessment suddenly i had this idea of what should i do this afternoon..
Sleep?? Err no, i can't really sleep that long, class ends around 4pm and i can't really just sleep till night..
Gaming?? Nah.. gaming in the afternoon is a very stupid idea for me.. the internet lags farking big time and i'm not gonna waste my time going through all those lagness..
And suddenly, i came to this idea --- SPRING CLEANING!!

hohoho.. When i told Feli about my idea, she was like [ =.=||| ]

Y la you now only tell me.. i baru aje ask Dennis if he wanna meet up with me or not..

Then i now it's my turn to [ =.=||| ]

k la, then c how la, you go find dennis la, yong yee can help de :D

Opera assessment sucks today.. Can you imagine WTF is wrong with a college's server that it keep shuting us out of the system while we are in the middle of an assessment.. And worst of all we don't even have the chance to save all our works and whenever it shuts us out we will have to start over again.. DIU~~

Went back home around 4pm where yong yee is already waiting for us :D I told her bout the idea of cleaning up the house and she kinda agree that our place needs some serious cleaning too.. Well, after me and Feli finish changing some simple clothes, WE STARTED.. :D

weee~~ dirty house here we come :D

*before...*

*after...*

After 4 longs hour of cleaning.. At last our house looks more homey now... :D Big Thanks to Feli and Yong yee for helping out, you all are just great, without you all i really can't do this alone.. :) Only 2 words can describe how i feel bout this house now,

SELF FULFILLED :D

going out now, gonna maple whole night long at a CC nearby :D chaoz guyz..

Simple Plan - Perfect

2007-02-08T22:15:00.000+08:00

Today's English class, Ms.Pam gave us a word -- "Freedom" and ask us to think about what does dat word means personally to us and talk bout it.. Well, all i talk in class was basically SHIT.. I just won't really wanna bring up what Freedom means to me in my heart, it's just to public, too harsh to be bring up to everybody in the class. I'm just the anonymous me, i don't want many to question bout my family probs and how i had my childhood life..

I just wanna be left alone sometimes...

When i used to be small, my father have very very high hopes on me. He expects me to be the best speaker in the whole primary school, he expects me to be the best in the class, he expects me to be as good as some of his friend's son which are WAY more better than me... And of course, with great expectations comes great boundaries to my life as a child.. I'm not allowed to go for games, no TV shows, homework has to be finished before 9pm, no friends shall come to my house and play with me nor me going to my friend's house and play because my father say if i go i will end up playing video games with them.

I'm sad, I'm weak... since young, i live without the "Freedom" that what i always desire for and i always envy other kids that have those "Freedom".. Life is just ain't getting any better for me.. i still remember there's once i went for basketball competition just because i hope i could do something to make my dad proud, but ended up being screwed as my dad claims that basketball will only waste my time and make me neglect my studies.. "Freedom" never exist in my dictionary during those times.. i'm just a boy being meant to be trained harshly and get through all those hardships with only my pillow to accompany me at night..

Primary days was all the days i didn't wanted to remember... No games, no tv and no outing is just all about my life.. Ya, i do agree i'm one of the best speaker in Melaka's primary. So what? Those trophies i got from different kinds of competition, they are all stacked up fully in the cupboard at home and yet i've never once take it out and polish it nor arrange it. Those are all not the things i wanted. I wanted my "Freedom"...

Secondary, that was when i started to change.. I started to become extremely rebellious and did everything a "teacher's son" will not do. I don't go to school, I joined those "gangs" and went around fighting, I scold lots and lots of vulgar words, I don't do my homework and lots more... Looking back on myself now makes me felt like i'm a total loser, a BRAT that just dunno what he's doing.. Lost in his own world of searching his version of "Freedom" in his life... My dad was very disappointed on me, so was all the members of my family.. And soon, our relationship became sour.. No more laughter and times where there are happy moments in the house anymore, whenever i appear there will only be disappointed eyes glaring at me.. I felt alone that time, i felt that everybody has already given up hope on me including myself.. I just don't think i love my family too..

After my SPM.. i've basically decided not to continue my studies anymore and started working.. I worked in a Hotel near my house and never went back home since then... 4 months, i worked in a hotel.. In the working process, i've gained a lot.. I learnt many things about life that not even a single teacher could teach to a student.. My viewpoint towards "Freedom" changed.. I looked at how a dad of a child bout an ice-cream for his son and how happy was his son with that ice-cream.. to that boy, that ice-cream means all to him.. Suddenly, it struck me... Slowly remembering those days when i was small... When i used to be that happy when my father buys me an ice-cream everyday.. An ice-cream from a 5-star hotel is not cheap, yet he bought it for me just to make me happy.. My heart suddenly felt wrong.. guilty, sinned and stupid.. All the while it wasn't the matter of my parents not loving me and not giving me freedom.. It's just that i've never learnt to look on the bright side, i've never appreciated them.. I just suddenly felt sorry to my parents and at the same time hates myself for all those horrible things i've done..

What have i done? How could i bloody blind myself in the situation and let myself rot? Why... I'm sorry dad, i'm sorry mom.. All the while i've being so naive and hurt you all so much.. I really dunno how could our relationship be repaired anymore.. I'm sorry, sorry... I just can't be perfect any more...

Simple Plan - Perfect *lyrics*
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
but it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you, proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

My definition for "Freedom"
Total freedom doesn't really brings happiness... It's just like a karma of life.. It's either u choose to own certain freedom and lose another one... Freedom is something that everybody desires yet nobody really know how to appreciate it or enjoy it... For me personally.. i've regretted on chasing those freedom that i stupidly crave for when i was young.. Looking back on those days.. i hate myself.. Is that happiness?? i don't think so.. i'll leave a little space for everyone that had read this post to consider about..

"What is Freedom?? Does happiness comes with it?? Do you really have all those Freedom you desire for?? Are you sure you are not lost, like how i did??"

Tiring day

2007-02-08T21:10:00.000+08:00

haiz.. after almost reaching 12am.. i could come to a conclusion for today, "TIRED + BORED".. Dancing class was very very challenging today.. learn a brand new steps that's totally different from what Jet and Feli learnt yesterday.. Jet didn't went to class today due to transportation problem.. since we started dancing class till now, there is never once that we 3 have class together =.= Everytime there will sure be one of us absent, either it's me, Feli or Jet haha, i wonder what the instructors will think of us..

Still bloody lotsa things to complete now.. Having Opera System assessment tomorrow and i still have to finish my restaurant practical worksheet to pass up.. sienz.. it's been awhile since i seriously played o2jam, i even wonder can i play at the level i used to played last time...

Nothing much to blog.. moody now, mebbe coz of all the assignments and assessments i have on hand now.. or mebbe it's because that i start to miss Sabrina and my puppies again.. or even mebbe.. Valentine's Day is 6 days away...

HAIZ... mebbe i'll blog later, mebbe i won't... chaoz~

Missing Sabrina and The Puppies

*they are just so cute*

*i miss them all :'(*

*polar bear??*

*taken when she was still a puppy*

Not any normal wednesday

2007-02-08T00:17:00.000+08:00

Wednesday a.k.a Ms. Hema day has always been the most most most bored day in the whole week for DH25 G1+2 ppl.. haha.. for the whole day we will have to see her 2 times and try to imagine if 10 minutes is enough for her to send me to dreamland, what about 4hours+ of class?! o.O"

Well, today was a bit different.. :D thanks to this guy named Ralph.. buahaha, once i start to have the idea of blogging bout today's incident i'll feel like laughing, buahaha....!!! (you can sweat at me but i really can't control myself XD)

Ralph, he is an international student from Kenya, when he was in term1 nobody likes him really (including me) because he will always ask a lot of funny funny questions in class and brings us trouble.. Well, that's on OUR point of view.. So, we sort of boikot-ed him for the whole term1.. But then now in term3, wohoho he ain't the term1's Ralph anymore.. Although once in a blue moon he will still start off with some stupid questions but he will stop as soon as he realize all of us GLARING at him kaka.. And he became very humorous too, "insane" is what i label him if i'm particular..

Class was suppose to continue at 1.30pm today after our lunch break, so everyone was in class prepared.. But Ms.Hema was late.. 1.50pm edi her shadow is still nowhere to be seen.. So me and Feli started chit-chat-ing bout where are we gonna go and what are we gonna do after class.. Ralph was sitting in front of us today and all of a sudden he turn back and asked us some things that almost made me and Feli laugh till we go crazy.. XD (buahahahahaha!!!!)

Ralph : Hey can i ask you two something?
Me and Feli : =.=||| yea sure.. what u wanna ask?
Ralph : Well, you see.. i've been noticing you two.. You two are always together, you come in the class together, you go out of the class together, you sit together in class, you eat lunch together, why aren't you two REALLY TOGETHER??
Me : (SWEAT!!) Ralph =.= are you ok?? we stayed together.. it's normal for housemate to stick together normally..
Feli : yea loh.. (sweating too i guess)
Ralph : YEA YEA, you see my point?! You two are just so err "incompatible" no matter where you both go ........ (we were already laughing minor-ly)

Yea and guess what.. the next thing he said blow me and Feli off!! WE TOTALLY LOSE CONTROL AND START LAUGHING!!!~~

Ralph : ........ Even when he (me) can't wake up, YOU(Feli) wakes him up and you both come late to class... Why don't you two just FALL IN LOVE??!
Me and Feli : o.O"" FALL IN LOVE?!?! BUAhahaHAhAhahahAhahaha~~~
Ralph : Hey hey dun laugh it's not funny, I AM SERIOUS, don't you get my POINT?! you two are just so so "matching"...
Me and Feli : (look at each other) o.O" MATCHING?! BuaAAHAHAHAhahahaHAHAHA~~

Then me and Feli was like laughing it for the whole day.. even till now we both blog bout it and LAUGH bout it kakakaka... Feli, just like what you said "we know each other TOO WELL to be couples" XD Well, you'll be my best buddy forever tough :)

After class finish, i headed to the auditorium where there is suppose to be an industrial briefing on our training.. Well... it appears to be VERY VERY boring and after 30 minutes i fell asleep till the end of the talk XD After the talk i just quickly rushed home and change my clothes and soon i was sitting in the CC mapling with Shen.. XD oh ya i changed a whole new look in maple too, hehe.. Shen was dying for a red rose and she almost gone crazy when i got 1 "accidentally" while she didn't get any after hunting for hours =.=|| Shen, it wasn't my fault.. i was onli finding my way out of the stupid map and killing wateva creatures i see then suddenly i got this nice red rose XD Paiseh la, next time if i get another 1 i will giv you ok?

I hate Dennis!! because he called me that stupid name again when i accompany Jet to dancing class today.. GRRR (lol, joking la dun get offended) Dancing class was sort of okay today (yeah sure it's okay when i don't need to dance and onli watch from the side) Feli and Jet learned some new moves today that i guess i won't be learning it tomorrow.. Well, the instructor that's teaching them today was CUTE and even Jet agrees with me (X

Went MingTin wif Jet for dinner and bump into Dennis and Feli again =.= (we split up after class) We chat and chat and chat till i came out with a silly idea that i wanna be Jet's big bro LOL.. The reason is simple, SHE BUY LOTSA FOOD FOR THEM...!! ahhahaha... weh seriously, she da pao all kind of things for her big bro and sis leh~ Ikan bakar lah, chicken wings la, errr dunno wat summor =.= I onli know in totall she almost paid RM40 for those foods~ HEY I WANNA HAVE A SIS LIDDAT TOO kekekeke... Well too bad i dun hav one :( my sis ORDERS me to buy dinner for her and nvr buy any for me just because she is only in primary 6 ... =.=

haiz.. gotta sleep.. today was "OK" to me.. At least it wasn't a bored Wednesday (X All i wanna do now is sleep sleep sleep.. it's already blardy late.. hope i could "do well" in tomorrow's English assessment..

~nights~

*below are a few unofficial shots of Ralph*

*using a chair to block our cameras =.=*

*still got caught in the end :P*

*if you wanna have a COOL day, have a head like his XD*

p/s : Thanks to you Ralph for giving me the idea of what to blog bout today (X Feli.. how are you gonna blog bout this?! ahhahahaha~

American talk show Talks about Malaysia's Blogging issue

2007-02-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

Got this from rojak's daily.. really lurve this blog from Wingz la.. really "pui fuk" of his ability to come out with all sort of fresh ideas and jokes daily.. Worth a visit guyz~!

housekeeping practical assessment

2007-02-06T11:47:00.000+08:00

muahaha... finished housekeeping assessment without been screwed "BADLY" hahaha :D That's the bottomline of the story i guess..

6am in da morning.. normally during this time i am either sleeping DEAD or just planning to sleep.. but today was SPECIAL, haha special in the way i am already awake and finding for my housekeeping notes to read.. =.= i just can't imagine myself facing the assessment later with a steady face XD For the first time in this term i feel like studying lol!!

Read my notes over and over again till 8.20am when Feli came and knock on my door.. When she open the door and saw me studying on da bed her first reaction was like :

"walaoweh!! Yau Mou?!?!(got or not in canto)"

Wakakaka.. how come Feli?? Mou cannot study?? :P so, i could imagine if 1 day i comb noob hair and wear thick specs to school my friends will act if they don't even know me wakaka XD

Went to school 8.30 in da morning to meet up wif ah ron and others.. they were already sitting at mamak there holding their notes kiasu-ing.. o.O" By that time i was already feeling that all the notes that i've memorise in the morning is sort of "leaving" me =.=

Practical Assessment - wa.. wasn't easy AT ALL.. Feli and Xim were the first 2 to be called in.. me and ron peeped from outside or awhile but still couldn't figure out wat's happening inside.. hoho congratz to poor Feli, she got "perform a room inspection for bathroom".. it wasn't easy.. and i guess she probably did some mistakes.. i dunno wat she did actually but i guess she will be blogging bout it in her blog. Slowly each of us was called in one-by-one to perform the practical assessment and those that had completed are not allowed to come out of the HS room because Ms.Anna don't those that haven't went in for the assessment to know anything bout how will she be evaluating us..

It was Natalia's turn before mine.. When she went in, Jet, Hwee Wenn, Amelia and me was like "praying hard" outside that she won't screw up everything and lit up the "fire" of Ms.Anna's temper.. But.. those "prayers" nvr work.. TQ Natalia.. TQ so much.. 3 minutes after she went in, we heard Ms.Anna shouting and instantly we knew that our dear Natalia pissed her off.. Well, guess wat's the best.. i was the next to go in!! =.= I went in nervously and picked my question.. mine was "perform an inspection for the standing light" yeeee~~ the next thing i noe was i got screwed already because if my hair.. Ms.Anna said it was very long.. It WASN'T long!! it's just that i am too stressed today morning till i didn't gel or wax it and that makes it looked MESSY.. haiz.. And just when i was trying to figure out what to do next, she already toned up her voice and asked :

"What ARE you waiting for?! GO!!"

zzz, instantly my mind went blank and i really just rush to the standing light and started inspecting.. =.= i totally totally forgotten that i still need to take some basic accessories to perform that inspection.. AND... SCREWED... i guess i don't wanna blog bout the process of how i got screwed d la.. i don't wanna recall it nor remember it lol..

In the end.. Everybody finished the practical assessment without a single person not being screwed =.= Basicly, everyone was ok but all of us just lose ourselves when we are under the heavy pressure of Ms.Anna.. haiz.. didn't even have the appetite to take my lunch after that and went back home gaming wif Ah Ron till 2pm where we had to head back to college for English class.. well, i slept throughout the whole class so i dun really noe what happened in class X)

Back at home, i mapled together with ah ron and xim again till 7 something... my stomach was already in pain that time when ron and xim left.. instantly went to api's house wif yong yee for dinner.. Api is not feeling well today i guess, she is just so degil to take care of herself... ask her eat those nutrition products also she selamba aje.. Api woi api, take care la wei.. All of us are worried bout you..

Watching canto movie wif Feli now.. but i guess i'm gonna jam for awhile soon then go to sleep..

Like i told Feli, i'm in a blur state now..

"Blur + Sick-weak + Sleepy"

nitez guys~

a day over, another coming

2007-02-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

phew.. tiredness is all i felt now after a whole morning and afternoon in the kitchen.. kitchen class was still "okay" la..

Really dunno wat to blog d.. it's not that i dun hav things to blog about but i'm just too tired to pour it all out.. will be having HouseKeeping assessment tomorrow.. wish my lucks guys.. Lets hope that i don't screw it up badly..

haiz.. tired.. go sleep loh, nitex..

weekend in melaka

2007-02-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

Yar, i went back to melaka for the weekend.. at first, i was thinking of going back to at least play and take care of the last puppy.. but, she passed away on Thursday afternoon, haiz.. why cant she wait for me?? :(

Basically did nothing other than eating, sleeping and gaming.. Didn't even have the mood to go anywhere because i just felt down.. Michelle called me on Friday night and asked me to either i wanna join her and friends over in MP but i turned her down.. sorry mic, i really don't feel like going anywhere that night.. it's her birthday eve and i can't be with her.. That suckish feeling has already been bugging me since Thursday..

Well.. gaming, eating and sleeping was all i did at home =.= Congratz to Shen for reaching lvl51 in her maple and deng you ron for wasting my saturday night's last PQ =.=|| (he fell asleep while it's already the last stage in PQ) Ate lots of stuff tough.. hmm.. i still remember i have this habit where i will eat non stop when my mood isn't good.. Well, this time i ate all kinds of stuffs.. Mandarin oranges, groundnuts, cakes, err "bak-kua" and all kinds of tit bits =.= haiz.. now i can feel the effect of all those foods on my belly, especially i ate it after midnight..

There was something that cheered me up a lot when i was at home this weekend.. I received the pressie from Yanni~ :D it actually reached my home mid-January but my mom keep it for me and since then forget to giv it to me. Well, i got it yesterday :D it is nice.. haha.. it's actually a USB-eye-massager.. looks cute lol.. Thanks Yanni.. i AM VERY surprised when i saw what you gave me.. when you tell me you are sending me something from sg i tot it was onli a card or wat.. i feel so err dunno-how-to-say.. thanks yanni, if it wasn't your pressie i will really have a very very down weekend.. :)

*can you imagine it's an eye-massager?*

*i like the letter much.. thx yanni :)*

Sabrina, forever in memories

2007-02-02T03:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday when it was 9pm+ my mom called and tell me that even the last puppy died.. I felt really really damn bad bout it.. 5 cute little puppies.. why will they leave this world so fast.. There are millions of puppies abandoned along the street yet they survived but why these 5 cute puppies left while there are ppl willing to take good care of them and love them.. :'( Justice juz doesn't seems to be portrait as a weighing scale sometimes..

And now, 4 am in the morning.. i'm sitting here all alone in front of the com thinking bout those puppies.. and when i think of those puppies, i remembered Sabrina.. A dog that means so so much to me.. I am sad, sad that she left me just before i could go back and see her.. I cried over her death but that wouldn't bring her back again..

Name : Sabrina

D.O.B : 2006.04.19
Color : Black
Breed : Labrador

Well, how i actually got her was really a beautiful coincidence. I still remember it was my 18th birthday that day when Mic, Adric, Tien and See Yee ask me out to celebrate at Secret Recipe.. While we was there eating, mic's fon rang... On the other side of the fon was her mom's panic voice telling Mic that her Labrador gave birth!! Eek.. wat an event to happen while my friends are trying to celebrate my birthday =.=

We immediately rushed to Mic's house and there we saw 8 cute little puppies in a box. It was really really cute.. But, bad news came.. The mother Labrador don't seem to know how to take care of those pups.. She don't even know how to lick the pups clean and keep them warm while the puppies are cold.. and worst of all, she have no milk.. that means.. we have to take care of the puppies all by ourselves!! Mic was like "oh my god.. cham cham cham..." I personally loves dog a lot so i offered to help.. And, Mic gave me 1 of those pups and i named it Sabrina..

Sabrina was the smallest size and the weakest among the 7 puppies ( 1 of them was born deformed and died few hours after birth). I decided to take her because i wanted this challenge, i wanted to take care of it till it grows into a big Labrador.. And there the relation of me and Sabrina begins.. A puppy that was born on my birthday... For the first 3 months it was like hell for me taking care of her.. Every 3 hours i'll have to feed her once using an injection tube.. Feeding her isn't easy already as i have to control not to shoot to much milk into her mouth before she can swallow.. Preparing the milk was even worse.. the temperature have to be just perfect if not it may hurt the puppy or she will reject drinking..

3 months i lived like a zombie.. Even in midnight i'll have to wake up every 3 hours to feed her, wipe her clean, clear her poo, make her pee and make sure everything is fine.. Whenever she show symptoms of sickness, skin disease or anything i will be awake 24 hours guarding her as if she is my child.. Man.. i truly understand the feeling of being a mom that time.. It was hard bringing her up but yet it was very very special to see a little pup, being brought up by self since the first day it's born, grown up into a healthy dog that's able to bark loudly and wag it's tail at you every time she see you..

Last week.. Sabrina passed away.. She was being knocked down by a car or something, and died instantly on the spot.. Nobody saw except poor Chelsea(my another dog) that was with her that time.. According to my mom, Chelsea came back that afternoon barking and wailing without Sabrina following.. and for the whole night she nvr stop howling... The next day, they found Sabrina's corpse by the roadside nearby my house...

Since the day she left.. i've always asked myself this question.. Why.. why should she die now... She was so weak when she was still a puppy and could have died anytime yet i nvr gave up on her, giving all my best till she grow up into a healthy dog and now she just suddenly left.. Tears just can't stop flowing when the first night i heard bout her death.. It's like a mother losing a child that has been given so many effort...

Now, all i could do is blog these little stuffs here in remembrance of her while hoping she will head for a better life..

Sabrina, i will miss you... I missed all those times when i take care of you and feed you milk... I'm sorry for not being a good master to you, i left you for college in KL and i'm truly sorry... Bye Sabrina, you will be forever in my memories :'(

voice from the heart

2007-02-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

Read through Feli's blog moments earlier bout how my class mates had been very worried bout wat got into me recently that i keep skipping classes and neglect my studies.. I was touched.. very touched.. :'( thanks guys.. Just now when i was in my shower, i've think through many things.. Things that i've done recently and friends around me that actually cared bout me but i didn't notice it.. i felt so so bad.. i am sorry, sorry for not being the mao that i once was in term 1..

I sort of agree with what Feli said in her blog, ever since term2 many things changed.. Friendships, living environments and even people we mix around... Things just change according to time don't they? I am happy that now i realise that actually many cares for me and actually willing to help me when i am down or lost.. thanks.. i am really speechless and touched, it's been so so great knowing you all in college..

Guys, from now on i'll try my best to find myself back again ok? Please encourage, motivate or even gimme a pinch if it's necessary.. Thx for always being there for me...

~lurve ya all~

A tiring day

2007-02-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm how should i really start this blog? i dunno really.. this may sound unusual but i never started my day at home today morning.. well, let me put it this way, the day starts at 8am where i am still mapling in a CC.. Has been mapling there since 11pm yesterday and i eventually fell asleep in that CC and woke up at 8am.. o.O"

Bored.. dunno y i just felt bored... emo-ing while trying to game non-stop to make myself stop thinking of sad things.. 2day is the 1st of February, starting of the month that bears many many unforgetable memories in my life.. 3 years has passed and now i am still bringing it with me... Should i really talk bout it now? hmm.. nah, i'll save it for a full post later.. when i really could SETTLE DOWN and seriously emo...

Mapling was fun, yet i easily get bored due to the long lvl-ing time and the problems i had with that game... My computer at home is kinda suckish and it hangs everytime i try to maple.. Well, at first i told myself i could borrow Feli's laptop and play once in awhile or go to a CC.. But after yesterday night, i think i will pause from maple some time.. Not playing that often will be the best choice to make taking consideration that i'll be having my year-end exam this term.. i guess a little o2jam a day is already more than enough for my hectic study life..

Went back home at 1.30pm.. Feli and Yong Yee wasn't at home.. so i msn for awhile then sort of pengsan on my bed till 6.30pm when i suddenly wake up when i feel that there are some liquid running out of my nose --- GDI!! (god damn it) my nose bleed again!! yar!! It's the 5th day in a row my nose sort of has it's "menstrual" and it really freaks me off because i could easily stain every piece of shirt i wear while sleeping.. should i sleep naked next time o.O?? Quickly grabbed tissues from my closet and stuck it into my nose and Sin Jet called after that to pick me up for dancing class... Rushed a little but still made it to class :)

Dancing class wasn't that fun today maybe becoz i didn't sleep enough and i don't have that much concentration to those beat and moves.. Learned upwards and backwards-grooving today but i just felt that i totally moved like a DUCK!! yar.. DUCK!! haha.. Then went for dinner with Jet at PJ's Meng Tin where i ordered double!! ngek ngek ngek~~

Well, today wasn't bad after all but i still feel down and sad.. dunno y... maybe many sad things happened recently.. i'm really sorry to those that i've showed my temper accidentally and to those that i've really ignored.. :'(

To Jet : Thx for driving me to dance class today.. was fun "dancing" with ya although i moved like a duckie kakaka.. Drive carefully back home and do take care ya :)

dear puppies

2007-01-31T15:00:00.000+08:00

Suddenly remembered bout these puppies so i decided to blogged bout it before i leave house for my industrail training briefing.

These puppies, suppoes to be few of those cutest i've ever seen.. especially when they are born by my own dog(chelsea) I loved them a lot, damn lot till i almost decided not coming back to KL for a week just to play with them.. They are like a gift from god for the replacement of Sabrina..

But yesterday, around 7.30pm my mom called and told me 3 puppies just suddenly died.. I was shocked.. drop deadly shocked... My heart just suddenly felt like a needle poke through it and at that instant moment the pain of losing Sabrina came back.. I feel like crying.. hopeless.. i really regret that i nvr spent more time with them, or maybe even with me around they won't die.. :'(

Anyway.. lifes goes on.. i still have to sleep for the coming day and so have to eat for the coming toilet session :D this is me.. A person that seldom goes serious just to hide from myself... I missed Sabrina badly, and now i missed those puppies too... I really hope that the last puppy will survive, pls do.. i will do anything to watch you grow big like how Sabrina did..

...I PROMISE...

*they are just so lovely and cute*

*trust me it hurts :D*

*this fella is so fluffy..*

*i missed him*

*the onli one that survived*

I AM SO DEAD

2007-01-31T14:29:00.000+08:00

Shit is all i can say from what i feel today when i woke up.. Was suppose to have my freaking boring POMD(Plants and Premises) paper today morning and i studied studied and studied yesterday night till around 6am i guess and i ter-sleep on my bed =.=|| The next moment i know was waking up to this car honking sound from outside and i imediately sense something wrong.. "shitz" i tot and quickly grabbed my fon and ......... o.O"

*this was really wat i was thinking, dont get offended*
"WTF!!! WALAOWEH!!! SHIT!!! KNNCCB!!! Diu la!!!"

It was already 2.10pm!! i am suppose to have my paper on 1.30pm!! omfg.. shit la.. studied for it and now i totally screwed it all up.. deng.. then the worse is Feli called me for like 13 times and i didn't even hear it.. my fon.. T_T i hate my fon.. gonna change it soon..

And now, i am here sitting blogging about how i cock-screwly missed my paper.. shit.. stupid !%$#@$%... Feli just called.. said she knock on the door for like dunno-how-many-times-adi yet i didn't wake up.. sorry feli :( i'm just a lame sleeper.. when i sleep even the house burns down i also wouldn't noticed.. ish..

gonna go get mc from the clinic at school now, guess that's the onli way that i could get away from being in "deep shit" with ms.Hema.. Although i dun really liked her but i dun wanna screw my term.. Industrail briefing coming on later too, hope i could get the same hotel wif Feli.. *praying hard*

~chaoZ~

Starting all over agian

2007-01-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

started a new blog.. the old ones are juz too err dunno-how-to-say for me to continue..
Basicly more less stucked for a long time coz i hasn't been blogging seriously for the past 3 months..
really hope this blog will do well and i could really maintain it..

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I Love Law

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Every Dark Cloud Has a Silver Lining

As People Gets Older :)

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My Maple Story's Story

... RaNd0m ...

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puppies again..

Random post..

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My life?

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dunno-how-to-say

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All da best~

Tagged.... AGAIN

Way Back Into Love

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DUH....

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American talk show Talks about Malaysia's Blogging issue

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Sabrina, forever in memories

**voice from the heart**

A tiring day

dear puppies

I AM SO DEAD

Starting all over agian

voice from the heart